Geez!

WTF! YOYO! happy to see me blogging back eh?!

Tho this time no photos yet :X muahaha~:P

Holidays are so so dammit darn bored,except chattings around with my beloved friends and shadow :) hehehehe!

Nevertheless! For me..an energy to motivate me to live in this hell world as well > GAMES! MORE AND MORE AND MORE ONLINE GAMES! Dragonica? Nah! It’s Dragonica ONLINE! :D Duh,it’s fun to play back though,and very de paiseh! I’ve forgotten my precious ID and passwords as well =..= I need to reply my character! AWW! DAM! :(

Never mind,holidays,suppost to do SO! :X LOL! Aikh! My shadow loves drama and those kind of entertainment programs like a piles of 黑涩会 in PPS :D Hahaha,and you know why I love her deeply day by day?

Nah,you wouldn’t know..

Just because what?

Because I love her so so much nah you stupid! :D

HAHAHAHHAHA~kena boom~kena boom~*ne ne ne pu pu*~

:P

*winks*

Heh~what?! Don’t jealous me lar *shy* although you should do so :X LOL! :D

But recently,have quite a quarrel with my family especially my mum! Ahh! Dammit,sometimes especially 18years old this range of ages,should be given more freedom to do something that I like and I dislike as well! WTF!

Sometimes,still under her controll,like a puppet :P LOL!

Darn,parents..I know she worried about me,but sometimes,over worried will make things worse and worst >..< So sometimes,I did have some emotional swing :P So,if anything I did wrongly,please do forgive for the God sake :X hehehehe~

^^

AND ONE MORE THING! to my s3 friends! Muahaha~vote for your own Prince and Princes charming in facebook-“5s3” group! :D please do so! Hahaha~soon or later..our new born Prince and Princess charming will be born :D beautiful~

Mama mia~:)

Okay~it’s time to say…

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I love you my girl~:P 

触感

第一次的触感~

第一次握着她的手，我就似触电了啦！哈哈~

没啦~只是好想牵着她的手不放开~

告诉你哦！在十一个人的眼光和见证下~你不可以抵赖喔！我爱你~

嘻嘻~

哎呀~我知你知他知就好咯，这不是世界新闻呐~哈哈~

昨天刚刚考完式咯~我们整班猴子猴女迫不及待的破口大唱了啦！真的好想发泄一路来的考试压力呢！告诉你！在中学时期都不及在大学时期的压力啦！不知道为什么，可以重考的反而令我战战兢兢，好害怕，好大的压力叻！

哎哟~可是~努力了这么久，我想大家都一定会过关的啦~个个都比我聪明一百倍呢！哈哈哈~只是如果要瞄拿"A" 的话~就另外说啦~嘻嘻~^^ 不过我想我们真的长大了，懂得真正去思考，去了解，去爱~就像我爱我的影子那样~哈哈~

哇噻，这次唱K真的真得很够力的变态！唱到喊破喉咙！好想用完十年的力气来唱足整晚似的~我都快脱水了~哈哈~加上还扛上了三瓶啤酒+吧~不过想一想，才那三杯~我的酒量还不好咯~马的~哈哈哈~不过提醒提醒，我还要安全的在我的影子回家，值得啦~^^ 不照顾自己，怎么照顾她哦~HOR~? xD

哈哈哈~哎呀！我就是太健忘了！每次都忘了拍几张照片~不好意思啊~闷儿到你们就不好了~嘻嘻~其实有真的好多话要表达的~不过有些私人~嘻嘻~真的好开心~^^

DUKE!

HOY!

DUKE!

I’d conquered DUKE HIGHWAY ALREADY! LOLOLOL!!

With my tiny little cute adorable KELISA! We fight for our freedom! For our own road! Our lane! LOL! :X

HEHEHEHEHE!! Last few days fly to DUKE and sent my friend home :) Duke highway is so so so so so amazing! That few day was so unforgettable memory for me! and my cute kelisa! :) LOL!

HA~120km/h on DUKE highway was amazing and always..always be so amazing! LOL! :) My hand kip on shaking and vibrating due to the speed of the little kelisa with the 120km/h :X MUAHAHAA~I wonder what will happen if I drive Saga-manual in the future :D

HAHAHAHA~SPEEDING is some kind of way to release,so called “BESTEST” way to release stress! ROARS! For me at least :) HEHEHEHEHEHE!! :P

Unfortunately,my kelisa reached 120km/h already like reach maximum,the limit :( AWWW! How sad it is :( Because when 120km/h and I press the pedal again,the speed still remain >..< Deng 99~hehehe~but,120……seems best for me already :X LOL!

I think Li3 that sit beside me also high sia! THE SPEED! :X LOL~Got two more passenger sit behind me also can feel it man :D ish ish..get addicted already.lol~

While in the speed of 120km/h………

I saw……..

Saga,Waja,Kancil,Kelisa,Kenari,Gen2 and so on….

passed through me 8)

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!

BUT! BUT!!!! Got 1 time got a Camry flashed me =..= Then when i change lane and try to turn back to see the driver…

*poof* !

Gone! GONE!!! Far far far in front of me already! Deng~then after few seconds…TOTALLY GG GONE! GG!!! LOL!~hahaha.Sad yet high :D LOL~:P

Speed~I wan speed~LOL~

镜子中的自己

原来，镜子中的自己远比现实中的我还来的坚强。

昨日，因为有太多数学题不会做了，真的好想好想放弃，但是看到周遭的朋友都那么的卖力学习，不禁不寒而栗，害怕自己，害怕别人，害怕成绩也害怕未来 :(

不过，回到家了，打开MSN 来聊聊时，就看到了我的MSN标题，当时的感觉，总觉得有种鼓励包含其中，无形的鼓励尤其是“心境开朗”。那时，我又跌进了镜子的世界。

镜子中的我，为什么会那么的坚强？

因为它受过的挫折，是现实的两倍，它背负着我所有的痛苦，埋在我心里，不曾埋怨，也不曾唠叨，久而久之就形成了我的精神。当现实的我受到种种挫折，然后再回镜一看，原来我的挫折也只不过是如此！ROARS! :P

昨日，她很晚才上网，之前我都还一直很闷闷不乐，很想快点去睡觉，直到！直到一点左右，她上网了！有种非比寻常，非常出乎预料的开心包含着我的心~嘻嘻~不过，很快的我被赶去睡觉了，被她赶去睡了:( 也对的，想快点修理自己的脸，然后再修理她！哈哈哈~

注：我不是疯的！对着镜子诉苦，也许对我来说，是一种解决方式，又很想与她分享，只怕她嫌我唠叨和麻烦~哈哈~我真的好矛盾~很爱她同时也很讨厌她！讨厌她为什么酱不听话~哈哈~可能这就是她吧？呼呼~^^

Frustrated

Oh my God!

What the fk is going on with my life? Joyful yet sucky!

Alain’s case,make me so so so frustrated! Yesterday,the lawyer called me while I’m out to have lunch with my dearest classmates <3

*Ring*!

*Answered*

“Hello Mr.Heng ah! Your friend’s case haven’t settle yet you know! That auntie(Alain’s mother) have not give me her son’s car plate number,I cant settle the case for you lar! If your friend insist wanna keep his plate number from me,then you will be in trouble you know,if I din’t get his car’s plate number,I can settle the case for you and so later you might up to court and so *blah blah blah*”

What does this case to do with me anyways?

That time..*hmmpf*~I’m just lend my helping hand by borrowed my cell phone to call the ambulance but guess what? I’ve been tracked all over the place these days! WTF! :( By that stupid lawyer,threatening us! Not even me,but Alain too.I trust my friend,Alain rather than any stupid anonymous lawyer or so call  “Mr.Sugu”.

For me,it’s the same.SOME laywer might be good and nice but mostly-LYING all the time,lie for winS :| Their carrier are meant to be like this.Mean and cruel+不择手段 and the factor that terrified me the most-LIE! I hate to lie or being lied by others :( Just too affraid :S But for me,if sacrifice for my friends,I’ve nothing to say,but then I really hope that things don’t drag me in too deeply.

It was like “your thing,you settle.If I can help,there go my hand but if it takes long time or drag me in too deep,sorry to say that,I’m kinda frustrated and annoyed about it!”

So now,I think I’d figure out what to say with this lawyer but I hope it’s not that serious case though :(

Memalukan keluarga Heng! :X

Mehhh~^^

最近还蛮喜欢写部落格的~因为心情除了压力之外都还蛮快乐的~每当看见她时，都情不自禁的想摸摸她的头~情不自禁的想疼着她~也知道她是个女强人，也还蛮顽固/颈项蛮硬的女子~但就是不知道为什么我会那么的喜欢，那么的疼，那么的爱惜她。

想知道吗？放你的手在我的心，它会一一地诉说我的心声出来，没有遗憾，也没有漏洞，只限是她。我想来还蛮在意别人对我的看法和说法，但是就是她让我忽略我的周遭，忽略我身旁路过的每一个人，在眼里，在心理，都满不在乎的沾满我的视线，肥啊~:X 嘻嘻~^^

哎~我奇怪吗？哈哈~

哈~今天反而发生了更丢脸的事啊~今天靠完式了，就去必杀客那儿吃东西咯~总共有十个人左右罢~吃到好饱哦~撑死我了~@..@~哈哈~吃了之后，丽珊就提议去米连的家玩咯~哎~

还是速说得好~因为在那儿就是我悲哀的开始~我们本来还打算去那儿读书的，但是想想~十个人挤在一间房间，你要读，另外一个都在床上呼呼大睡咯！还用读么？！哈哈哈~然后，我们的游戏-鬼牌，我们玩着玩着。。

突然！我恍然大悟！但希望沉迷不醒呢！因为抽来抽取，原来鬼牌在我这儿=..=! 倒霉啊！而且还中到你无法想象的严厉处罚！他奶奶的~哈哈~那儿总共有十人左右嘛~每个人咕叽我十秒！哇噻！他娘的~你动我一秒我都顶不顺了啦~十秒啊！~TERUS GG~GG~

呵呵～这件事还没那么惭愧啦～被人玩弄之后，就好像到了高潮那样，我也一样到了极限，你知道几百秒的咕叽时间对我来说是人间地狱嘛！爹～娘～ＬＯＬ！哈哈哈哈哈～然后就小睡一会儿咯～

哪知道！我小睡时，嘴巴还开得蛮大的～哈哈～哎呀！酱丢脸的事，讲出来有时也蛮好笑的～哈哈哈～可能那时太累了罢～太累就联系到太饿！太饿就会梦到食物，食物就是要用口咬的嘛！要咬是不是应该张大嘴巴？！那就对咯～哈哈哈哈哈～所以说～有内情的！我不是那么的memalukan~:P

我个人还蛮不喜欢阅读华语字的～因为太复杂了啦～嘻嘻～^^ 没办法～不过想要阅读我的心声，难免会用华语的，华语是最难表达顿时是最容易明白的～^^ 所以，我渐渐的爱上了她，也同时渐渐的，使用华语来表达～这是好还是坏？做人要有所保留与秘密吗？

对她，我不必这么做，也不想这么做～哈哈～我就快疯了～她去睡觉，没人陪我一起废来废去啦～不过酱也好！因为每当考了式，她就会非常非常的累！看了都心疼，也想疼～^^

尤其是现在下雨了～她不可能还会突然醒来陪我废的啦～哈哈哈～^^ Good night girl~hehe ^^

交叉和打结

真的发觉自己越来越爱她了，不论性格，动作，反应，就算无话可说，就算太累，都那么的挂住她。

但是，考语文科时，我都会有些不舒服的感觉，不想去背东西，也不想去想一大堆无谓的道理。只觉得道理是靠自己去领悟的，我不想强逼自己去领悟那些我不喜欢的道理，什么人民精神，神的指示似的，都一一觉得毫无疑义，何况是他人的神:X 哈哈哈~

明天就靠那所谓的“无谓”科目，真的觉得好无奈，人说开心的时刻总是非常的短暂，现在又面临另一种波折与挫折，不时都提醒自己是为了我你她，她她她~哈哈~今天特别想写部落格，因为？

因为我真的好痛苦，甜与苦都融混在一起，开心的同时又很有压力。考试还要背东西，使我一生里最讨厌的事，爸妈常说这是我的责任，但我并不是那么简单啊！我知道如果比起做工时候的痛苦，真的小巫见大巫呢，还可能被说成无病呻吟呢！哎，我的爱情，我的爱，我的马路，我的绊脚石。嘻嘻~

我终于感觉到所谓的压力了，上个礼拜朋友在啃书的时候，我还是废材一条呢，现在终于有读书的feeling咯~嘻嘻~我讨厌的科目~快快过了明天吧~^^

读书~

读书读书读书~

明天就考第一张纸了~英文呢~你说还可以吗？

希望今天能够养足精神罢~今天一早起身就头疼了，真是的~:(

等下再睡睡一会儿，可能还可以治一治罢~我真差，酱就头疼了，不能不能~不能这样下去了，加油加油~roars! :P

各位朋友~加油啦~嘻嘻~^^

今天累傻了~^^

 

考试啦~

啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦~

靠！

酱快就要考试了啦~都还没准备呐~怎么办哦？:(

不过，还是蛮开心的！^^

发现自己慢慢喜欢她了~哈哈~不管别人怎么说啦~只要我认为那是爱，就简简单单的爱咯~^^ 就是死也是那么爱着她~嘻嘻~信吗？xP

我喜欢就是爱~要是一直爱得贴体就不好玩啦~要爱，也要调皮~^^  嘻嘻~我睡不着啦~现在都早晨六点多了，不过脑袋里就是读不进书！真烦啊~考试要怎么死了？:( 不过奇怪的也很开心呢，因为我脑袋里全都是她~她真可爱~^^

可爱~

可爱~

可爱~

可爱~

可爱~

可爱~

可爱~

可爱~

可爱~

可爱~

啊~可恶的我，好像有点变态，因为一直都想着她！^^|| 何况今天都还没和她好好聊天呢！可惜她没得上网，早睡去了~哈哈~

算了~只是心血来潮来部落部落一下下~嘻嘻~^^

毕竟，考试要来了，我渐渐感觉到一阵阵的压力冲着我而来了:( *finger cross* 希望考到好咯~这个月希望就是我的幸运之月啦~^^ 因为我的生日啊~

还等什么？！ 还不快送我礼物？！ 哈哈~^^

 

礼物礼物礼物礼物礼物礼物礼物礼物礼物礼物礼物~~~

 

你们要送我什么礼物啊~？一个吻也好~哈哈~

开玩笑啦~我没那么厚脸皮的~只要祝我生日快乐，我已经很感动了！哈哈~^^

还有！只要她和我说声都已好了啦~哈哈哈~xP

好啦~去睡啦死笨蛋王顺霖~嘻嘻~晚安~^^